I Have Been So Busy...

"I have been so busy lately" seemed to be all he had to say .
Ntsoaki couldn't hold back the tears as she recalled how months ago, Buhle had come into her life and against her better judgment,, she allowed him in.

Moments of care free chats, phone calls...now, he says he is busy?
She begins to question herself. Did she make it too easy for him? Now that he has her heart, he is too busy to stay in touch like he used to?

Against her better judgment, she holds on, they meet and it all seems perfect although they know this isn't the perfect situation... But this reality seemed to be relegated to the back of their minds because all they saw were 2 people who seemed to complement each other in ways they didn't expect. How do you let go of that?

Ntsoaki is snapped back to reality by the sound of her phone ringing. It isn't Buhle so she lets it ring and gets ready for bed. As she listens to some music, she can't keep stop thinking about the situation.
She is never too busy to want to hear from him; perhaps he is now bored?
She used to be "important" to him, at least, that is what she thought. 
Well, it makes sense, the silence , the excuses...